Mitsouko
For Robert Lyons – June 2006 (about „Intimate Enemy, Images and Voices of the Rwandan Genocide“) - a never send letter.
„When you first presented some of your pictures you asked us the question, if we could identify victims and perpetrators. I thought that an odd question and I didn‘t get why you asking it. (What I saw in your pictures was only sadness.)
When I read your PHOTOGRAPHER‘S NOTES (1) I understand why it was important for you to ask this question and I understood why it was impossible for me to understand: I am german; more or less the first generation after the holocaust and the war. I grew up with the survivors and the others. There are my family.
When I was 14 on vacation in a youthcamp in France, I got very sick, so I had to see a doctor. The doctor wanted to be helpful and asked a man from the village to translate.
When I started to speak the man just stared at me, unable to move, unable to speak. He was as old as my grandparents.
It was the first time I had to face, that to be german means you have a history of violence you can‘t ignore: that was the moment I not only know but felt what collective guilt meant.
The next time I saw your pictures was at Petras apartment and then one sentence was constantly repeating itself in my mind: „the dignity of man is untouchable“. (2) Out of my own experience with violence, I know it is not. It is touchable.
What violence does and what I saw in your pictures that very moment was the sadness over that loss. You might be able to get back your dignity, but you will never be untouched again. It will change your perspective on this world forever.
The following nights I was haunted by a dream: I was in a farmhouse. It was at night and in every room there was a sort of intimate light, which created a warm atmosphere. I wasn‘t alone; a group of faceless people accompanied me and we were busy killing other people in a completly careless indifferent manner. The floor was full of dead people, but there was no blood at all. Not even on me.
In a certain moment I said we should stop that, like you say you should do some sport, and we agreed to leave the house. It happend to be in an industrial area with floodlight and fences. But we climbed over, coming to a street of new buildings perfectly equal. We just walked into a building, into an apartment and killed further in the same manner.
What I know about dreams is you are always everybody: victim and perpetrator at the same time.
A long time ago, I got that the process of violence doesn‘t end in the moment you survived it. It leaves traces through generations. But what I didn‘t realize up to a year ago was that as long as you see yourself only as a victim you neither be able to change anything nor you are able to see your own part in this process. I transform violence through fear into another form of violence and as long as I am not able to control my fear, I will continue the process. The involment of my family in the holocaust and the World War II was discussed, meaning I was allowed to asked questions about my grandparents and their position, but what was never had been a subject was the emotional and psychological impact the experienced violence had on the survivors.“
- Statt einer Buchkritik habe ich im Juni 2006 mit bzw. in diesem Brief meine Motivation(en) für „Mitsouko“ formuliert. Und sie sind tatsächlich heute im April 2007 noch genauso gültig wie vor knapp einem Jahr: Es ging und geht mir um das Nachdenken über Gewalt; Gewalt, die sich verändert, neue Formen annimmt und zum Kontinuum wird, sich durchzieht durch die Geschichte meines Landes, die Geschichte meiner Familie, meiner Geschichte. Es geht mir um das Gefühl der Angst, als prägend für mein Wirklichkeitskonstrukt und damit prägend für mein Weltbild. Es geht mir um die Frage, was eigentlich verstehen wir unter „Idylle“?
(1)“But by closing the space between ourselves and the „other“, we can perhaps begin to ask more critical questions, to change fixed patterns of behavior, to arrest the impulse that reduces individual strangers to mere savages and, in so doing, conveniently absolves us of complicity in or responsibility for their actions.“ (Intimate Enemy, Images and Voices of the Rwandan Genocide, ZONE BOOKS, New York 2006, S.34/S.35, Photographer‘s Notes/ Robert Lyons)
(2)Grundgesetz der Bundesrepublik Deutschland Artikel 1, Absatz 1: “Die Würde des Menschen ist unantastbar. Sie zu achten und zu schützen ist Verpflichtung aller staatlichen Gewalt.“
Gruppenausstellung „ABSCHLUSS“
- Conny Hoeflich
- Petra Rietz
- Petra Rietz
- Andrea Brehme
- Andrea Brehme
- Lisa Santarelli
- Benja Weller
- Benja Weller
- Klaus Münzer
- Klaus Münzer
- Kaspar Berner
- Robert Reichenbächer
- Benja Weller
Mitsouko
2006 – 2007/ 2007
Eine Arbeit über Angst.
Form/Format: c-print 60 x 50 cm (vertikal)/ 60 x 70 cm (horizontal), Alu
Negativ – Mittelformat 6/7
Präsentation: „ABSCHLUSS“ Projektraum 1, Kunstraum Kreuzberg/ Bethanien, Mariannenplatz 2, D-10997 Berlin
Ausstellung: 21.April – 13.Mai 2007 / / Gruppenausstellung